Tuesday, December 5, 2006

I Dont Know

lack of appetite, nausea, headache, claustrophobia ?
you are a writer in desperate need of some vodka.
I have no idea what to write on.and this is my second post.
the internet has made me dumb.
and i cannot live without it.
a day spent on a remote disconnected island
that is my home, and you'll see me curled up and sucking on my thumb.

I have free time now, and i have this impending feeling of constant doom.
that is what it is about growing up.you never know when you are getting a break.
I am twelve and i am lying.i could be, if the legal age was twelve.
so much more is expected of me now .
I wish i could go back in time and do badly in the first
grade.But i guess the last few years i have made up for it.
ancestors still hoping for a miracle, but im not going to make a mistake twice.
This way , they take joy in the small pleasures of life,
a C- thrills them, where an A- wasnt good enough.

I just cannot concentrate.

4 comments:

Valli said...

hmmm....first things first...nice one;)
secondly...better dan d first 1:P
n den...keep it goin:D...take an applause 2...for dis 1
*claps :)

Akshaya said...

"lack of appetite, nausea, headache, claustrophobia ?
you are a writer in desperate need of some vodka.
I have no idea what to write on.and this is my second post.
the internet has made me dumb."

lol!
can understand what you feel.bother not, there will be times when u just will have the whole blog to fill.

till then, have fun!

Sameera said...

hmm cryptic

or maybe im jus too dumb to read into this poem

Anonymous said...

vas, i am the last!

extremely good work. very realistic. first post is tick.

i cannot concentrate,
oortcloud domicile :)